Sleepy thoughts drift through my brain
He said, she said, I love u
The brain process slowly shuts down
My eylids flutter and struggle to stay open
And yet, still more thoughts come.
School, work, life, when does it end?
When I try to sleep my brain thinks.
It's like a caged butterfly, scared to stop, scared to sleep.
Yet there are more things to think about than you can in a day!
Sure, I think about family, and the occasional I miss of a past relative.
But do we ever really stop thinking?
Sure, we fall into a dream state where we conjure up a realm to run from our problems.
Inside we are continually trying to break out of a realit
Its been a while...
Thoughts drift in and out
Of me and u
Hey, do you remember
That day
We walked to the Elementary School?
Where you told me all about your
Ideas for your story?
Our friendship was fresh and new
We were just dreamers
In a distant world
Our ideas were bright and silly
Laughing and flying
High on the swings.
I realize now,
That i won't be able to what's broken.
I should have given up
When i realized this
But i kept up, like a fool.
Brokken things can't be fixed.
I told you i didn't want to choose Between him and you.
I love him
I want you to realize this.
And yes i realize you
Still probably harbor affections
Towards me.
An
Procrastination + Depression by Organization101, literature
Literature
Procrastination + Depression
At times like these, there's just too many thought swirling around in my head.
Some, I want to curl up and cry, but the logical side of me knows there's no point. No one will come to help you.
Procrastination has been apart of of my life since I could think. Some may say lazy, but that's not it, I swear.
Depression was the train wreak that probably happened around the desperate years.
I do wish I was normal, Then maybe people would like me more? Ridiculous. That's nothing more than a lost dream filed away with the others.
I'm worthless, but that's probably the depression talking. Drawing scribbles and spewing my feelings into a page are
Dear friend
Do you remember
Back when we first met?
You were the first
To stand by my side.
Do you remember
Seventh grade?
When we were just kids
And you were the first
To notice me?
Three years
Damn, that's a long time huh?
My friend, I know how you feel.
But
Can we still
Just be friends?
How frustrating, and so degrading love is.
The bullet that carves it's way into your heart
May be cut out by a rusty knife.
You may scream, wailing your sorrows to the bleak sky.
It may start to ebb red at the edges,
Slowly bleeding in to canvass the sky
In a scarlet blanket.
Demon, Demon,
Let me in.
The little dark place,
you've locked yourself in.
Demon, Demon,
I know your scared,
of the monsters that lurk out there.
Demon, Demon,
Open you're eyes.
The monsters in front of you,
are a disguise.
Demon, Demon,
Call my name.
I will show you,
our burning flame.
But Demon,
Once you see it you will find,
that those monsters,
are You and I.
I take it in slowly, listening to the soft murmur of voices slowly fade to empty background noise
I take in the whirlwind of forgotten words that can never be returned
I take in the crumbling facade of a lost soul drifting for eternity
I take in your false eyes, your tainted lips that would whisper sweet lies of love
I take in the the last drop of rain that fell on the day my demon's words were silenced.
Sleepy thoughts drift through my brain
He said, she said, I love u
The brain process slowly shuts down
My eylids flutter and struggle to stay open
And yet, still more thoughts come.
School, work, life, when does it end?
When I try to sleep my brain thinks.
It's like a caged butterfly, scared to stop, scared to sleep.
Yet there are more things to think about than you can in a day!
Sure, I think about family, and the occasional I miss of a past relative.
But do we ever really stop thinking?
Sure, we fall into a dream state where we conjure up a realm to run from our problems.
Inside we are continually trying to break out of a realit
Its been a while...
Thoughts drift in and out
Of me and u
Hey, do you remember
That day
We walked to the Elementary School?
Where you told me all about your
Ideas for your story?
Our friendship was fresh and new
We were just dreamers
In a distant world
Our ideas were bright and silly
Laughing and flying
High on the swings.
I realize now,
That i won't be able to what's broken.
I should have given up
When i realized this
But i kept up, like a fool.
Brokken things can't be fixed.
I told you i didn't want to choose Between him and you.
I love him
I want you to realize this.
And yes i realize you
Still probably harbor affections
Towards me.
An
Procrastination + Depression by Organization101, literature
Literature
Procrastination + Depression
At times like these, there's just too many thought swirling around in my head.
Some, I want to curl up and cry, but the logical side of me knows there's no point. No one will come to help you.
Procrastination has been apart of of my life since I could think. Some may say lazy, but that's not it, I swear.
Depression was the train wreak that probably happened around the desperate years.
I do wish I was normal, Then maybe people would like me more? Ridiculous. That's nothing more than a lost dream filed away with the others.
I'm worthless, but that's probably the depression talking. Drawing scribbles and spewing my feelings into a page are
Dear friend
Do you remember
Back when we first met?
You were the first
To stand by my side.
Do you remember
Seventh grade?
When we were just kids
And you were the first
To notice me?
Three years
Damn, that's a long time huh?
My friend, I know how you feel.
But
Can we still
Just be friends?
How frustrating, and so degrading love is.
The bullet that carves it's way into your heart
May be cut out by a rusty knife.
You may scream, wailing your sorrows to the bleak sky.
It may start to ebb red at the edges,
Slowly bleeding in to canvass the sky
In a scarlet blanket.
Demon, Demon,
Let me in.
The little dark place,
you've locked yourself in.
Demon, Demon,
I know your scared,
of the monsters that lurk out there.
Demon, Demon,
Open you're eyes.
The monsters in front of you,
are a disguise.
Demon, Demon,
Call my name.
I will show you,
our burning flame.
But Demon,
Once you see it you will find,
that those monsters,
are You and I.
I take it in slowly, listening to the soft murmur of voices slowly fade to empty background noise
I take in the whirlwind of forgotten words that can never be returned
I take in the crumbling facade of a lost soul drifting for eternity
I take in your false eyes, your tainted lips that would whisper sweet lies of love
I take in the the last drop of rain that fell on the day my demon's words were silenced.
A best friend,
Is someone,
Who will stay by your side,
Through broken and sorrow,
They will follow you,
On through the darkest depths,
To always,
Find the light,
In your soul,
So thank you my friend,
For being that person,
My own light.
SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY YESTERDAY WOWOWOWO by 0-P-A-L, journal
SECOND YEAR ANNIVERSARY YESTERDAY WOWOWOWO
Still goin... Slightly strong!
Haven't grown much in the last year, but hopefully that turns around soon!
And thanks to all those who have stuck around!
Here you all are...
And here's to you!
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Demon, Demon,
Let me in.
The little dark place,
you've locked yourself in.
Demon, Demon,
I know your scared,
of the monsters that lurk out there.
Demon, Demon,
Open you're eyes.
The monsters in front of you,
are a disguise.
Demon, Demon,
Call my name.
I will show you,
our burning flame.
But Demon,
Once you see it you will find,
that those monsters,
are You and I.
Just wanted to say thank you to this lovely person for making me my first fanart! https://www.deviantart.com/mushroomgrenade/art/Organization101-620918060
So, I know this is waaaay over-due , but I just wanted to give a big THANK YOU to all those who wished me a happy birthday. (even thought it was in November... *cough* ANYWAYS! Before I go, I wanted to thank you all for the wonderful comments and feedback! P.S. I'm soooooo sorry for not posting anything or getting back to any of you, it's just been a really tough month with school and life, it SUCKS. Have a wonderful night and Happy almost New Years!